stress

I dunno why but the world is too small ~ I'd no other places to write anything to release my stress ...When i wrote something some one will told me "you should not wrote something like this, you should...." but please ..some times I just want to be myself !!! Not being care about others opinion ...If everything I do I think it's reasonable so why not ? I just curious why some people they like to control us ? maybe they initially purpose is not that but they really make me felt like that ! I'd no my own "space" ...I can't even do whatever I like maybe it's no good to do that every single times but just once ..I felt like omg it's hell ~ I just intend to share something but you really make me felt like I won't post anything there for u to check out ! i hate people that look in to my life when they're not welcome ! 

Loneliness , what I want is that simple !

Heart ~ feel like so ..so ...."empty" ..maybe this word might be suitable but it might not too.....maybe I'd limited resources so that's why I can't fulfill what I want ~what I want is only simple things ....I need someone to care about me ~ dun let me always to follow others ..sometimes I hope somebody can ask me a simple question "how are you, everything good ?" but somebody did ask ...but they're too far away from me ~ who stay nearer never bother what I might think ! Some times acting is too tired for me ...the real me ..I cant differentiate after a long period of time ....I really couldn't found my heart ! I just need some one that can accompany me ~What I want is only that simple !   


Luckily not much people know my blog !

Friendship

"Friendship forever" people do said this word in their live ~ but did the word come true ? What mean friend ? What mean real friend ? Friend and Real friend is the same ? The answer is no ! People do meet each other ~ but the relationship between two person can be easy or complicated.There're too many type of relationship between two person for example friend, best friend,couple, husband and wife, children and parent just to name a few.I'm bad in communication(I think) I'd only a few friends, that's what the real friends. Real friends mean two person not contact so frequent but when you need them they'll be always available for you to share happiness, sadness and everything.I have had many experienced, the communication skill with friend must be there, the first step to built up friendship is super easy, you can just "hi, how are you ?" then the process to be friend done ! but when come to communication it's super hard !(I swear it's super hard)....one Chinese phase state the you'll understand what people thinking only when time pass for a long period, it's true ! Some times you might think that why should I make a lot of friends ? Alone not bad what. It's depend on particular situation. Some people is suitable to be friend but some more suitable to be stranger (to avoid "war") ~~ 

Admires, Like and Love

What is the different between admires, like and love ? It's a total different thing or it's just a kind steps or process to be in love..... Well the answer is ~ I don't know anything ` I do love my family, my book, my friends ~ but when it come to the others relationship like bf and gf .....I have no idea ! I always confuse between this three~ but it probably is just admired ~~ When you feel like you like someone ....maybe you would try to get to know more about him ? but do have somebody try to get away from da particular person ! It's sound weird doesn't ? I got a lot of friends fall in love with each other ...I just wonder that how could they confirm that guy/girl is the person they're searching ~ However it's the time problem ~ only time can prove what is the real thing right ? I love one sentence which "fall in love is the most easy step but when come to live/communicate with each other it's tough" ....so I'm going to stop sharing about this particular topic at this particular time ~ thanks for reading ~